3things i value

The three things I value most would be my family, friends, and wisdom.

I value my family the most because they are here for me for the most part but only to talk to but then again sometimes my family can be my enimies also but that is were my wisdom comes in. My family is also a resource of love. I depend on them to love me unconditionally, and love me for who I am and that they accept me, They accept all of my ways , good and bad nomatter what and that is what family is here for which is why my family is something I value most.

I value my friends the most because they are always here for me when I need a shoulder to cry on or when I need advice and they are always here for me when I need to talk to someone and it is something that I just can not say to my family that is what my friends are here for. They are also here to make me happy and laugh with me not at me and to pick me up when I am down and I will do the same for them and not kcik me while I am down which is something I will never do to them.

My number one favorite thing that I value would be myh wisdom which I feel grows stronger everyday. My wisdom is my everything because with out it I wouldnt be able to a steady head on my shoulders. My WISDOM  loves me because it has someone to help and I love my wisdom because because it I can use it to depend my actions, words, (etc....) on. My wisdom has grown to the point where I can tell who my real friends are and who are and who my fake ones are. My wisdom has lead me to the saying '' DO NOT FEAR THE ENIMIE THAT TALKS ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK BUT FEAR THE FAKE FRIENDS THAT HUG YOU' I take that to consideration because for one that saying very deep and it apply's to everyone. My wisdom also has lead me to ''sticks and stones will break your bones but words will never hurt me'' I take that into consideration also because it is the reason I do not let what people say about me bother me at all. Now no I am not saying that words are not hurtful because they are but it is up to you to let it bother you or not and me I am just one of those people who choose not to let words bother me. My wisdom is what helps me to help others my wisdom is what created this strong girl in front of you. my WISDOM is has created Car'Veda Michaeleen Windham and because I have wisdom at such a young age I feel my life will work out for the better no matter what i go through,

my 2012 summer

my summer was great my summer was fun, sometimes dressing up sometimes just like a bum. i loved the fun parts of my summer even the lonely days and the ignorant people and their ignorant ways.Sometimes i would sit on the porch and close my eyes. listening to the wind as it send chills up my spine. Some days bitter as starch and some days fine as wine. A special friend came down to see me. met my mother and i can see my future and i can see us three. I lost some friends like a tree lost leaf's. They say some people are like the branches on a tree cant trust them because they may break. anytime of the night anytime of day. You have to find your friends that are roots and are willing to help you grow but is more willing to stay. I woke up to a meannn hot morning, right there and  then i could tell that this day was going to be boring. I got the baby washed and ready then cleaned up myself and tried to stay steady. i would walk around to the park with the baby and look for that perfect spot to put my blanket in the perfect spot that was shady. I lost a dear friend this summer people look at me like what a bummer. but may he and his brother rest in peace. god needed an angle so right then they were free. they will be truly missed and any negativity will be truly dissed. my summer was an up and down type of situation but end the end it was not a bummer i thank god for this amazing experience called my 2012 summer.

My Name Car'Veda Michaeleen

Car'Veda is a very extradinary name and hinestly yes I have met one person named ''Car'Vetta'' but I have never met another person with the same exact spelling as mine. my name came from my god mother and my mother. They are sisters and when they were younger they said that they would put a mixture of there names together depending on which oner had the girl first. Now my aunty was pregnant for the second time but she thought it was girl until it came but a boy and she named him Jerial Nixon. Then my mom got pregnant a few years later and i turned out to be a girl so i became Car'Veda.  My middle name '' Michaeleen'' came from my god-fathers. Their names are Michael and Lee. My mother said that she wanted my middle name to be mixture of my god-father's so she put them together and just added a ''n'' because she said she needed it to be more feminem. i learned that my name may not have a real definition but to me it means strength because i have been through things no teenager should go through. I think my name means strength because I am still standing tall with my head up high. I told my mom thank you for naming me what you did because you named me after two strong beautiful black women and two strong black men. So I thank her and I am greatful and nomatter what anyone says I will always say my name has a purpose weather they like it or not I love it. :))

R.E.S.P.E.C.T !!!

Respect to me means that you have respect for yourself. I believe that everyone should respect each other just as much as they do to their family members. Respect to me is when you respect your adults. No one has the right to make fun of other people because you never know what someone is going through. I don't want to see anyone being put down in front of me or I will tell them about their selves. I'm not going to act like I have not talked about someone or i'm not going to act like I am perfect because I am not. All I am saying is that people need to learn the word RESPECT and I bet all my money that the world would be a mucho mucho place !! :)) Just give it a try you'll see how much less drama you'll have trust me. :))